Furthermore... This is MY BLOG, it's not my real life, or my whole life, there's a lot, that you people don't really know about me. So don't go making assumptions, based solely on what you read or see here. In the end, I share what I want to share, when I want to share, and keep private what I want to be private...

Afterall... it's just a blog...

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Thursday, September 29, 2011

真夏の夜のユメ

ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる
君は気づいてないふり
だけど それでも抱きしめるんだ

まるで吸血鬼みたいに
君のやさしさを
吸い尽くしてしまう気がするんだ

ひとつ 終わらない悲しみが
ぼくらを包み込んだら
抱き合って 朝を待とう
いつか なおらない傷跡も
ぼくら許せるのかな
あの頃と かわらない笑顔で…

真夜中 ぼくは夢をみて
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真夏の夜の暗い夢
窓の外に果てしないヤミ

鏡の中にうつった
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愛と欲望と ぬくもりと

そして ゆっくり目をとじたら
君がまぶたに浮かんで
振り向いて 消えてしまうよ
もし 約束のあの場所に
たどり着けないとしても
君の手を ぼくは
はなさないだろう…

君がやさしく笑った
遠い世界の出来事みたいに
ぼくは孤独でウソつき
いつもユメばかり見てる

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

FINALLY, Some government spending I can really support!

I just read a "zombie apocalypse" article published by the CDC... yes folks, at long last, the CDC gets serious about the impending zombie apocalypse.

Here is the article in it's entirety.


"There are all kinds of emergencies out there that we can prepare for. Take a zombie apocalypse for example. That’s right, I said z-o-m-b-i-e a-p-o-c-a-l-y-p-s-e. You may laugh now, but when it happens you’ll be happy you read this, and hey, maybe you’ll even learn a thing or two about how to prepare for a real emergency.

A Brief History of Zombies
We’ve all seen at least one movie about flesh-eating zombies taking over (my personal favorite is Resident EvilExternal Web Site Icon.), but where do zombies come from and why do they love eating brains so much? The word zombie comes from Haitian and New Orleans voodoo origins. Although its meaning has changed slightly over the years, it refers to a human corpse mysteriously reanimated to serve the undead. Through ancient voodoo and folk-lore traditions, shows like the Walking Dead were born.

In movies, shows, and literature, zombies are often depicted as being created by an infectious virus, which is passed on via bites and contact with bodily fluids. Harvard psychiatrist Steven Schlozman wrote a (fictional) medical paper on the zombies presented in Night of the Living DeadExternal Web Site Icon. and refers to the condition as Ataxic Neurodegenerative Satiety Deficiency Syndrome caused by an infectious agent. The Zombie Survival GuideExternal Web Site Icon. identifies the cause of zombies as a virus called solanum. Other zombie origins shown in films include radiation from a destroyed NASAExternal Web Site Icon. VenusExternal Web Site Icon. probe (as in Night of the Living DeadExternal Web Site Icon.), as well as mutations of existing conditions such as prionsExternal Web Site Icon., mad-cow diseaseExternal Web Site Icon., measlesExternal Web Site Icon. and rabiesExternal Web Site Icon..

The rise of zombies in pop culture has given credence to the idea that a zombie apocalypse could happen. In such a scenario zombies would take over entire countries, roaming city streets eating anything living that got in their way. The proliferation of this idea has led many people to wonder “How do I prepare for a zombie apocalypse?”

Well, we’re here to answer that question for you, and hopefully share a few tips about preparing for real emergencies too!

Better Safe than Sorry

So what do you need to do before zombies…or hurricanes or pandemics for example, actually happen? First of all, you should have an emergency kit in your house. This includes things like water, food, and other supplies to get you through the first couple of days before you can locate a zombie-free refugee camp (or in the event of a natural disaster, it will buy you some time until you are able to make your way to an evacuation shelter or utility lines are restored). Below are a few items you should include in your kit, for a full list visit the CDC Emergency page.

    * Water (1 gallon per person per day)
    * Food (stock up on non-perishable items that you eat regularly)
    * Medications (this includes prescription and non-prescription meds)
    * Tools and Supplies (utility knife, duct tape, battery powered radio, etc.)
    * Sanitation and Hygiene (household bleach, soap, towels, etc.)
    * Clothing and Bedding (a change of clothes for each family member and blankets)
    * Important documents (copies of your driver’s license, passport, and birth certificate to name a few)
    * First Aid supplies (although you’re a goner if a zombie bites you, you can use these supplies to treat basic cuts and lacerations that you might get during a tornado or hurricane)

Once you’ve made your emergency kit, you should sit down with your family and come up with an emergency plan. This includes where you would go and who you would call if zombies started appearing outside your door step. You can also implement this plan if there is a flood, earthquake, or other emergency.

   1. Identify the types of emergencies that are possible in your area. Besides a zombie apocalypse, this may include floods, tornadoes, or earthquakes. If you are unsure contact your local Red Cross chapter for more information.
   2. Pick a meeting place for your family to regroup in case zombies invade your home…or your town evacuates because of a hurricane. Pick one place right outside your home for sudden emergencies and one place outside of your neighborhood in case you are unable to return home right away.
   3. Identify your emergency contacts. Make a list of local contacts like the police, fire department, and your local zombie response team. Also identify an out-of-state contact that you can call during an emergency to let the rest of your family know you are ok.
   4. Plan your evacuation route. When zombies are hungry they won’t stop until they get food (i.e., brains), which means you need to get out of town fast! Plan where you would go and multiple routes you would take ahead of time so that the flesh eaters don’t have a chance! This is also helpful when natural disasters strike and you have to take shelter fast.

If zombies did start roaming the streets, CDC would conduct an investigation much like any other disease outbreak. CDC would provide technical assistance to cities, states, or international partners dealing with a zombie infestation. This assistance might include consultation, lab testing and analysis, patient management and care, tracking of contacts, and infection control (including isolation and quarantine). It’s likely that an investigation of this scenario would seek to accomplish several goals: determine the cause of the illness, the source of the infection/virus/toxin, learn how it is transmitted and how readily it is spread, how to break the cycle of transmission and thus prevent further cases, and how patients can best be treated. Not only would scientists be working to identify the cause and cure of the zombie outbreak, but CDC and other federal agencies would send medical teams and first responders to help those in affected areas (I will be volunteering the young nameless disease detectives for the field work)."

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Right off the bat, I have two issues with this article. First off... “human corpse mysteriously reanimated to serve the undead” I’m not entirely sure that I trust someone who doesn’t do all their research. Then again, the good people at the CDC aren't paid to keep up on zombie folklore, classic (Romero), or modern zombies. Only the Return of the Living Dead (John A Russo’s breed) eat brains. Secondly, I have to point out that Selenium is an element in the periodic table and Solanum is the zombie virus. Regardless, overall, the article is strong in it's subject.

Now, to those that would criticize me for posting this article, possibly stating that “this is a waste of tax dollars” I can only say that you, yourself are a waste of tax dollars with your incredible idiocy. Articles like this draw attention from a generation that would otherwise ignore messages like this to consider emergency preparedness for any disaster. While this article is somewhat light-hearted (Seriously though, hats off to the CDC for having a sense of humor on an otherwise important subject. It’s good to know bureaucrats in DC aren’t all walking around like a bunch of…well…zombies. You just made government cool again. Applause for having the courage to actually do something creative to draw interest to an important subject, disaster preparedness. Well Done! My favorite Zombie survival tip from Max Brooks – First ascend the staircase, then destroy it.), it draws proper attention by a demographic that would not normally think of such preparedness techniques. I certainly hope those making statements like this are purely trolls sent over by Fox News as otherwise, you are imbeciles. An article on preparedness without the word zombie would not attract the public eye as much as one that would.

And to those who would point out that the writer left out weapons as part of the prep kit, let's talk about that for a moment. Weapons over essentials, it does not matter if you have a gun to fire or bat to swing if you don’t have the strength to lift them due to muscle fatigue from dehydration or starvation. In a zombie-like scenario, bunkering is the best strategy for the common person to survive given an adequate stash of supplies. Obviously, the standard, non-couponing household will have a limited supply of up to a month (not considering fresh water) but a much longer supply is needed to allow for basic zombie degradation (depending on region and population density). Weapons are more likely needed against pillaging neighbors than from unwanted advances by the undead.

In closing, if you would like to read an excellent book about disaster preparation on a whole, and zombies, click here, for The Zombie Survival Guide, written by Max Brooks, it's about as in depth as you can get!

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

I'm bored so...

Okay, so I'm not really bored, it turns out that I have way too much stuff, having just received a mistaken shipment of stuff from an Amazon store that doesn’t care about returns.

I plan to give away stuff in return for using you to promote my pathetically disturbing blog.

As a THANK YOU to all my followers, I am going to give away some really, really cool stuff. This isn’t just your normal stuff. It’s disturbing stuff. Prizes will include:

Random and unidentified body fluids from someone (maybe me).
Belly Button Lint from a high school German teacher with whom I had illicit relations when I was 16.
An Polaroid picture (yes, a Polaroid!) of one of my cats, eating a mouse in the back yard.
Two (2) deformed M&M candies.
A pizza box containing the uneaten crusts of two (2) pizza slices.

The Grand Prize:
An Act of God, delivered at an unspecified random time and location.

The contest rules.

1. Must be 18 or older to play.

2. Must not reblog this post.

3. Must be following 名もなき道….

4. Must have achieved the divine state of true Avidyā.

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Prizes are absolutely free, but winners will be required to pay shipping and handling of $730 (£830, €440, or ¥850,000 depending on your country of origin and current exchange rates) prior to shipping, payable via Western Union money order. Nude photos of current prize winners will be required along with an NDA and model release. No liability is assumed by 名もなき道… or any subsidiary or affiliated company or organization for consequential damages, drowning, maiming, financial loss or destruction of relationship or marriage during the course of or following the contest or delivery of prizes. Act of God subject to government approval (patent pending). Love for followers is a metaphor for general disappointment. No solicitors please.

Today’s Obedient, Yet Truly Fucked Up Fact!

Imagine that you’ve volunteered for an experiment, but when you show up at the lab you discover the researcher wants you to murder an innocent person. You protest, but the researcher firmly states, “The experiment requires that you do it.” Would you acquiesce and kill the person? When asked what they would do in such a situation, almost everyone replies that of course they would refuse to commit murder. But Stanley Milgram’s famous obedience experiment, conducted at Yale University in the early 1960s, revealed that this optimistic belief is wrong. If the request is presented in the right way, almost all of us quite obediently become killers.

Milgram told subjects they were participating in an experiment to determine the effect of punishment on learning. One volunteer (who was, in reality, an actor in cahoots with Milgram) would attempt to memorize a series of word pairs. The other volunteer (the real subject) would read out the word pairs and give the learner an electric shock every time he got an answer wrong. The shocks would increase in intensity by fifteen volts with each wrong answer. The experiment began. The learner started getting some wrong answers, and pretty soon the shocks had reached 120 volts. At this point the learner started crying out, “Hey, this really hurts.” At 150 volts the learner screamed in pain and demanded to be let out. Confused, the volunteers turned around and asked the researcher what they should do. He always calmly replied, “The experiment requires that you continue.”

Milgram had no interest in the effect of punishment on learning. What he really wanted to see was how long people would keep pressing the shock button before they refused to participate any further. Would they remain obedient to the authority of the researcher up to the point of killing someone? To Milgram’s surprise, even though volunteers could plainly hear the agonized cries of the learner echoing through the walls of the lab from the neighboring room, two-thirds of them continued to press the shock button all the way up to the end of scale, 450 volts, by which time the learner had fallen into an eerie silence, apparently dead. Milgram’s subjects sweated and shook, and some laughed hysterically, but they kept pressing the button. Even more disturbingly, when volunteers could neither see nor hear feedback from the learner, compliance with the order to give ever greater shocks was almost 100%. Milgram later commented, “I would say, on the basis of having observed a thousand people in the experiment and having my own intuition shaped and informed by these experiments, that if a system of death camps were set up in the United States of the sort we had seen in Nazi Germany, one would be able to find sufficient personnel for those camps in any medium-sized American town.”

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Floral Skeletons

 
Personally, I think these things are wicked cool, and I'd love to own one. This is some taxidermy art, with a twist to it. The idea of skeleton is a clear link to death, but with the flowers adorning them the idea seems to be softened. It’s also a stronger connection to life; if we did not go through such trouble to embalm and preserve, the bodies we bury would give way to other life such as flowers.

(As always, clicking on the photos will enlarge them for better viewing.)

Separation of Church and State???

If you're charged with a nonviolent crime in one Alabama town, you might just have the chance to pray it all away.

Starting this week, under a new program called Operation ROC (Restore Our Community), local judges in Bay Minette, Alabama, will give those found guilty of misdemeanors the choice of serving out their time in jail, paying a fine or attending church each Sunday for a year.

The goal of the program is to help steer those who are not yet hardened criminals the chance to turn their lives around. Those who choose to go to church (there are no mosques or synagogues in the area) will have to check in with a pastor and the police department each week, CNN affiliate WKRG reported. Once you attend church every week for a year the case would be dismissed.

Police Chief Mike Rowland said the measure is one that would help save money and help direct people down the right path. Rowland told WKRG it costs $75 a day to house each inmate.

"Longevity is the key," he told WKRG.

He said he believes 30-day drug programs don't have the long-term capabilities to heal someone in the ways the ROC program might.

Police in the town said they think it is a simple choice, but others think it's a choice that shouldn't even be offered.

The ACLU in Alabama said the idea is "blatantly unconstitutional," according to the Alabama Press-Register.

"It violates one basic tenet of the Constitution, namely that government can’t force participation in religious activity," Olivia Turner, executive director for the ACLU of Alabama told the paper.

Rowland acknowledged there were concerns about separation of church and state complaints but said he didn't see it as too big of a problem because offenders weren't being forced to attend church, they are just being given the option.

The offenders who voluntarily choose church over jail get to pick the churches they attend. If they complete a year’s attendance, Rowland said, their criminal case would be dismissed and your record would be expunged.
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Hmmmm, 12 months of weekend tedium in honor of a incorporeal being that I can't prove exists...? I'd choose jail time personally... Before anybody thinks that going to church serves any real identifiable purpose, should we not do some investigating first? I mean, the majority of inmates in jails and prisons all over the United States, are religious and are attending some sort of church service in prison. This is just an excuse for the state to save money, a highly illegal way, but a way none the less.

The religious state it's voluntary (I am sorry, but even if the "separation of church and state" was found to be "technically" not problematic because it was "voluntary", this is still discriminatory against those who are non religious.), and the non-religious are already calling upon the ACLU. To which I say, no folks... It's going to require going a bit higher on the food chain than that, as this concerns a little known thing called the US CONSTITUTION.

But can you just imagine it: The wealthy prim and proper lady in her perfectly starched dress and every hair in place, sitting next to the guy who looks and dresses like Jesus but who's beard smells like onions and beer and is only there because he beat the shit out of his wife and child the night before and doesn't have the money to pay the fine, and doesn't want to sit in jail...

In my opinion, the asinine, ignorant fanatic, judge stepped way over the line. It is not in his authority to send people to "church". This man should be removed from the bench, though I should note that I find the idea of "church as a form of punishment" to be immensely amusing.

This isn't about my hating religion. It's about hating the fact that religious people are telling people "If I commit a non-violent crime, I won't have to go to jail, I'll just sit through some church services." and letting people get away with criminal activity, becuase of the misguided childish notion that if they go to church somehow somehow they will magically be turned into non-criminals. You can believe that naive notion if you want and no one will hate you for it, but keep it out of government, and don't make it law, that's just absurd. Instead, let's do away with the foolishness and brainwashing of religion and give folks the option of jail in other ways, a fine, or community service, where they can actually HELP the society they wronged. Going to church does no good to anybody except the church itself, who without the ignorant and the easily brainwashed filling a collection plate week after week, would lose their tax-free income and go out of business.

This also lends the assumption that people who attend church regularly are more moral and ethical than those who don't. That has not be my experience of life, nor is there any objective evidence of that. Also, this assumes that someone who attends church every week – against his or her free will – is the same as someone who attends by choice. Not true, either. And, oh yeah, some of us are sick of having Christianity shoved down our throats and fear a society where the lines between church and state are blurred. Believe what you choose, but leave me alone to believe what I choose.

It also violates the equal treatment clause. Those who can attend church without compromising their beliefs get to have their case dismissed, others do not. This is obvious coercion.

If you pay the fine, you'll have a criminal record...
If you go to jail you'll have a criminal record...
If you attend church they drop the charges and your record will be expunged.

The potential for abuse here is endless. Are there now going to be a rash of arrests for jaywalking and sidewalk spitting of all those either not Christian or not Christian "enough"? Attend church every week or rot in jail......sounds way too close to "Convert or die" to me.

Personally, I don't give a fuck where the jail is. I'd gladly strike up a romantic relationship with some tatted butch chick before listening to some religious ass-hat spew his brainwashing poison in my general direction every week for a year. Wait, scratch that, how about I instead embrace Pastafarianism and buy myself a certificate of ordination for $20, declare myself a church and be misdomeanor free...

 
THE FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTER FOR LIFE!

Monday, September 19, 2011

I am sad, and I am really, really, angry...

I don't know if I will be able to physically say good-bye to my Uncle, because the stupid idiots that I call "my family" won't decide when to hold services, and want to wait until the very last moment to announce dates, times, and locations...

I don't know about anyone else, but I am not capable of teleportation... Any flight, train, or bus ride, is going to take more time than I will probably have...

I would also like to teach a lesson in Facebook decency: Do not post about your loss or send messages via Facebook to the deceased before the whole family has been informed. It is the worst way to find out this kind of information.

This man saved my life in 1989, and I returned the favor in 2006. I loved him so much and while I am deeply saddened by my loss, I shall be forever changed by his presence in my life.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

I am devastated...

My Uncle Bobby died this morning... I am absolutely devastated...

Friday, September 16, 2011

I can not believe I am agreeing with this stupid bitch...

Oh my fucking God...

The GOP debate, Michele Bachmann slammed Gov. Rick Perry over the forced HPV vaccinations for young girls, and women in Texas.

Bachmann: The drug company gave thousands of dollars in political donations to the Governor, and this is just flat out wrong.

Perry: It was a $5000 dollar contribution that I had received from them. I raised about $30million dollars, and if you are saying that I can be bought for $5000 dollars, I'm offended.

Bachmann: Well I'm offended for all the little girls and the parents who didn't have a choice. That's who I'm offended for... It's very clear that crony capitalism was the cause of Perry's executive order mandating the shots, as his former chief of staff was a lobbyist for Merck, the pharmaceutical company that produced this vaccine. To have innocent little 12-year-old girls be forced to have a government injection through an executive order is just flat out wrong. That should never be done. That's a violation of a liberty interest. We cannot forget that in the midst of this executive order, there was a big drug company that made millions of dollars because of this mandate. We can't deny that.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

デイジーストリッパー does it again!

DaizyStripper will release a new single, titled 切望のフリージア (Setsubo no Freesia), on November 2nd.

The title track is being used as the ending theme to the anime series "Yu-Gi-Oh! Zexal". 切望のフリージア will be available in four different editions, with the Types A, B and C including the title track plus the songs Screaming Husky and 茜空に咲く (Akanezora ni saku).

They are releasing so much, I can barely contain my joy!

Remember folks... Art is subjective...

I don't want a title...

There are some who call me... Tim...


That is all...

Monday, September 12, 2011

My brush with death of the stinging kind...

I blame my friend Ryan... It's all his fault lol, because it happened to him a few weeks ago.

We took Sarai out hiking this morning, and she sat in a Yellow Jacket nest... got stung a bunch of times, and of course I wasn't thinking, I went in after her, if I had been stung... I would have died (as I am highly allergic to the stings), because Trent couldn't have gotten both of us out of the woods...

Anyway, we took her to the ER, they treated her and released her... she is now resting comfortably in her bed... Today has been a really scary day... I think tomorrow I will call my Doctor and ask for a prescription for an Epi-Pen or two...

Friday, September 9, 2011

My New Case! Michaela Joy Garecht

I've been doing work with The Doe Network, NamUs, and The Charlie Project for over 10 years now. I take on new cases every 3 months or so.

Today I want to tell you about my new case...

Her name is Michaela Joy Garecht. She disappeared on November 19th, 1988. It was a sunny Saturday morning, the first day of Thanksgiving vacation, when Michaela and her best friend, Trina, asked if they could go to the neighborhood market to get some candy and sodas.  The market was only two blocks away. Michaela and Trina had left their scooters by the side door of the market while they went in and purchased some candy and sodas and beef jerky.  When they left the market, they started to walk home, completely forgetting that they had ridden the scooters there.  Halfway across the parking lot they remembered, and turned back to get them.

One of the scooters was not by the door where they'd left it.  Michaela spotted it first, about three parking spaces down from the door, next to a car.  She went to get it.  As she bent over to pick it up, a man jumped out of the car next to the scooter, grabbed her from behind, and threw her screaming into his car as Trina watched in horror.  He climbed in and started the car, drove out of the parking lot and took off driving erratically down the busy highway which is Mission Boulevard in Hayward.  Trina ran into the store for help.  The police were called.

The car the kidnapper was driving was described to police as a large, older model American-made Sedan, gold or tan in color, in ratty condition, and possibly with four-doors. The car may have had cement splattered on the sides, and lights set into the rear bumper. It was last seen speeding south on Mission Boulevard toward the nearby Union City border.

  
The abductor is described as having long, dirty blonde hair; a slender build; and a pockmarked or pimpled face. He was approximately 18-24 years old at the time of her abduction.

To this day no arrests have been made, and Michaela has never been found.

Michaela has prominent ears and her eyes slant slightly downward, these characteristics would be noticeable even if seen today.

I will work for the next 3 months to try to find this little girl and bring her family some peace... If you have any information about Michaela or the identity of her abductor, please contact me via this blog, you can also contact the Hayward Police Department at 011-(if you are outside the US)1-510-293-7272, and ask for Inspector Robert Lampkin, you can also email your information to him at robert.lampkin@hayward-ca.gov.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

My Midget...

After late night projectile vomiting, and a large and lengthy bout of diarrhea, she is now resting comfortably, or as comfortably as she can... She has eaten little these past few days, we suspect she has a stomach virus, which must run it's course. I hope she is feeling better after she rests a bit. I am utterly exhausted... I think I will take advantage of her nap, and try to rest, myself. If I can get just a few hours of sleep, I will feel so much better I think.

Here's to trying...

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Level 7 -vs- Level 100...

And I still kicked it's ass... Fate: The Cursed King is...

Harvey Louis Carignan, The Want-Ad Killer

After his first grisly crime, Harvey Louis Carignan (the “Want-Ad Killer”) beat a death sentence and continued to manipulate, rape, and bludgeon women to death using want ads to lure his young female victims. His weapon of choice was a claw hammer which he used to rape and bludgeon his victims earning him the nickname of “Harv the Hammer.” He described himself as: “An instrument of God, one who was acting under His personal instructions. Murder, rape and mutilation are all part of a Grand Plan. God is a figure with a large hood and you can’t see his face.” Under so-called orders from God, he killed at least 5 and maybe as many as 18 women.

A catalog of some of his crimes:

On July 31, 1949 while stationed at Fort Richardson in Anchorage, Alaska, Carignan raped and killed 57-year-old Laura Showatler. She died from several blows to the head. (He was convicted of this crime and sentenced to death, but due to a legal technicality his sentence was overturned and he was paroled on April 2, 1960.)

On October 15, 1972, nineteen-year-old Leslie Laura Brock of Bellingham, Washington was found dead. She died from several blows to the head. Witnesses claimed that they saw her get into Carignan’s silver truck.

On May 1, 1973, Kathy Sue Miller, age fifteen, answered Carignan’s want ad for employees at a service station that he was leasing. When the girl showed up in response to the ad, he sexually assaulted and killed her. Her body was found months later by two boys hiking on the Indian reservation north of Everett, Washington. She was naked, bundled in a sheet of plastic, and had been beaten with a hammer which left nickel-size holes in her skull.

By May of 1974, Carignan started dating and living with Eileen Hunley, whom he picked up hitchhiking, after moving to Minnesota. In August Eileen broke off her relationship with him. She disappeared on August 10, 1974. Her rotting corpse was found five weeks later in Shelbourne County. Her skull was imploded by the force of savage hammer blows and she had been raped with a tree branch.

On September 14, 1974, Carignan picked up Gwen Burton from a Sears parking lot. He ripped her clothing, choked her into semi-consciousness and sexually assaulted her with a hammer. He dumped her body in a near by field but she survived and was able to craw to the road side for help. Four days later, he picked up Versoi and Diane Flynn. He forced them to perform oral sex and would beat them if they didn’t follow his commands. The two girls were able to escape when Carignan stopped for fuel. Two days later, Kathy Shultz did not show up at her classes. Her body was found the next day by hunters in a cornfield forty miles form Minneapolis. As in the other cases, Kathy’s skull had been destroyed by crushing hammer blows.

In February of 1975, Carignan was tried on the attempted murder and aggravated sodomy in Gwen Burton’s case. He pled not guilty by reason of insanity claiming that God told him to kill those women. The jury was not convinced by the insanity plea and found him guilty. He was sentenced to a maximum of forty years in prison. Since no criminal in Minnesota may be sentenced to a term exceeding forty years, the other trials and sentences, 30 years for the assault on Jewry Billings; 40 years for Eileen Hunley’s murder; and 40 years for killing Kathy Schultz, were mere formalities. Out of the one hundred fifty years, the convicted killer will have to serve no more than forty, with the usual time off for “good behavior.”
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Hmm… no more than 40 years can be served in Minnesota? In which case, he would be released, not paroled, in 2015 or earlier (for “good behavior”). Hopefully he’ll die behind bars before that happens… Elderly and infirm or not, I wouldn’t want this guy free to commit murder again.

I Notice a Pregnant Pause as I Present Today's bewitching, yet truly fucked up fact!

During the witch hunt persecutions in the 16th century in Europe, the greatest sexual sin was any use of "birth control", whether by means of contraception, or abortion.

The sorcery that one woman was accused of was teaching two young women how "not to get pregnant". In Hamburg a woman was burned to death because she taught young women how to use abortifacients, and at Zwickau, another female was burned with her books and instruments because she aborted the fruit of the womb “durch ihre falsche Art” (through her treacherous method). Midwives were taunted, “How many children have you destroyed? How many pregnant women? How many mothers lying-in?” At Wurzburg, where several hundred people were put to death in two years (1627-29), a midwife was blamed for the entire disorder.

This attack on birth control and abortion might be seen as a protection of the fetus, if the authorities had shown a corresponding respect for pregnancy, birth, or infancy. They did not. When Alison Legrand was arrested for witchcraft, although she protested that she was pregnant, she was twice submitted to the ordeal of water (“ducking”). Although proven innocent, she miscarried. Though courts sometimes let a pregnant prisoner go, often they did not, forcing the gravid woman to give birth under harsh conditions. Sometimes the infant died, as did Sarah Goode’s newborn in Salem jail; in other cases, the new mother was tortured and executed anyway (Jehanne de Monchecourt in northern France, 1610); in a few cases the pregnant woman, denied a stay, was executed with the fetus (for example, Elizabeth Lowys, England). Children were pressured to give evidence against their parents and to witness their parents’ execution. Children as young as three were imprisoned and as young as eight were executed as witches. The society that hunted witches could not claim to be pro-fetus or pro-child.

And humans consider themselves enlightened...

Dumb Bitch of the Day!

A 17-year-old Colorado State University student’s legs were severed at the knees early Monday afternoon after the girl fell while she and three male companions – ranging in age from 17 to 25 – were attempting to jump aboard the moving northbound Burlington Northern Santa Fe train, officials say.

Two made it and two did not. The male companion that did not make it sustained minor injuries, said Cmdr. Jeff Satur, Longmont police spokesman. The unidentified young woman, though, lost both legs.

The incident happened in downtown Longmont, Colorado. The train’s speed limit through Longmont is 25 mph. News reports have put the trains speed at 18mph at the time.

One of the two companions who made it onto the train jumped back off to help. The other went on his merry way.

It was reported that a nurse was in a car waiting for the train to pass, and immediately administered first aid to the injured girl. The girl was reportedly taken to Longmont United Hospital by ambulance and then flown by helicopter to Denver Health Medical Center. Health officials said they couldn’t release any information about her, but Satur said he believed she was conscious and able to talk.

“It’s terrible,” Satur said. “It really highlights the dangers of trying to hop a train. It is not safe by any means.”

The woman’s two male companions who did not ditch her cited for trespassing, Satur said. The identity of the third man is known although he has not been located. Satur said drugs and alcohol were suspected in the incident.

Satur said he didn’t know if the female would be charged.

“She’s got enough issues to worry about at the moment,” he added.
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 *whistles "She'll Be Coming Down The Mountain"*


She'll be going down to college in the fall.
She'll be going down to college in the fall.
She'll be going down to college and she'll find some friends that will dupe her, even though she made it to college in the fall.

They'll be all hanging together in the fall.
They'll be all hanging together in the fall.
They'll be all hanging together smoking weed and doing mushrooms thinking slapping or jumping trains is great fun.

They'll share some weed that makes them all dumb.
They'll share some weed that makes them all dumb.
They'll share some weed together and they'll come up with a thought maybe they can play pretend that they're hobos.

They'll be waiting for that train so they can jump.
They'll be waiting for that train so they can jump.
They can try to jump a train but some of them can only braid, braid some hair and bake a cake because they can't jump.

She'll be crying because legs, she hasn't any.
She'll be crying because legs, she hasn't any.
This is what happens when you think your friends are smart too and you follow them and now legs, you haven't any.

Okay, sorry, that was in poor taste, and if you laughed as I laughed, you're going to hell with me.

^___^V

In all seriousness though, you know, I thought playing "Boxcar Children" would be fun too... WHEN I WAS 10... Jesus Christ, have you ever put a penny on vibrating tracks, gleefully awaiting when 200 or so of those shiny, oiled steel wheels, weighing approximately 6500lbs, would run over it, producing this flat piece of shiny metal. I did that too, again, when I was 10. Here's the thing, despite being 10 years old, I knew that those huge, heavy, shiny, oiled steel wheels could kill me, I apparently, at 10, had more common sense than this 17 year old girl.

I do NOT feel sorry for her. Darwin at work.

6 Months Later...

 Suicide, that's the fear in post earthquake/tsunami Japan.  Japan has the highest suicide rates in the world, around one occurring every 15 minutes, most occurring in the 17-35 year old demographic.

Social workers say there's an urgent need to deal with PTSD in the tsunami zone, but a severe lack of resources, and a strong social stigma against seeking mental heath care makes it difficult to treat anyone.


I know that suicide cases will be on the rise. It's only now, after many months that people are starting to realize the toll of the devistation and complete loss. Many people will lose the will to live.

My people are dealing with a ravaged land, trying desperately to rebuild, while the devestation runs deeper than the eye can see...

They are in my thoughts and prayers daily...

Monday, September 5, 2011

Today's sensational, yet truly fucked up fact!

Sada Abe (阿部 定) was a Japanese woman who was thrown out of her home as a teenager after losing her virginity to a rapist. She became a low-ranking geisha whose main duties were to provide sex and worked in the prostitution industry for several years. In February 1936, at the urging of her lover Goro Omiya, she began an apprenticeship at a restaurant owned by Kichizo Ishida (石田 吉蔵), 42. When Abe joined his restaurant, Ishida was known as a womanizer who did little in the way of running the restaurant, which was managed mostly by his wife. Not long after she began work at the restaurant, Ishida began making advances towards Abe. Omiya had never satisfied Abe sexually, and she gave in to Ishida. In mid-April, Ishida and Abe initiated their sexual relationship in the restaurant, to the accompaniment of a romantic ballad sung by one of the restaurant’s geishas. On April 23, 1936 Abe and Ishida met for a pre-arranged sexual encounter at a teahouse — the contemporary equivalent of a love hotel. Planning only a short “fling”, the couple stayed in bed continuously for four days. On the night of April 27, 1936, they moved to another teahouse in the distant neighborhood of Futako Tamagawa. Here they continued to drink and have sex. Ishida did not return to the restaurant until the morning of May 8, 1936. Of Ishida, Abe later said, “It is hard to say exactly what was so good about Ishida. But it was impossible to say anything bad about his looks, his attitude, his skill as a lover, the way he expressed his feelings. I had never met such a sexy man.”

After they separated, Abe became agitated and began drinking excessively. She claimed that with Ishida she knew love for the first time in her life, and the thought that Ishida was back with his wife made her jealous. On May 9, 1936 she attended a play in which a geisha attacks her lover with a large knife. After seeing this, Abe decided to threaten Ishida with a knife at their next meeting. She pulled the knife out of her bag and threatened him as in the play. Ichida was startled, but seemed delighted with the prop. Ishida and Abe began another marathon lovemaking session. During their lovemaking this time, Abe put the knife to the base of Ishida’s penis, and said she would make sure he would never play around with another woman. Ishida laughed at this. Two nights into this bout of sex, Abe began choking Ishida, and he told her to continue, saying that this increased his pleasure. She had him do it to her as well. On the evening of the May 16, 1936, Abe used her obi sash to cut off Ishida’s breathing during orgasm, and they both enjoyed it. They repeated this for two more hours. Once Abe stopped the strangulation, Ishida’s face became distorted, and would not return to its normal appearance. Ishida took 30 tablets of a sedative called Calmotin to try to soothe his pain. According to Abe, as Ishida started to doze, he told her, “You’ll put the cord around my neck and squeeze it again while I’m sleeping, won’t you… If you start to strangle me, don’t stop, because it is so painful afterward.” Abe commented that she wondered if he had wanted her to kill him, but on reflection decided he must have been joking.

About 2 a.m. on the morning of May 18, 1936, as Ishida was asleep, Abe wrapped her sash twice around his neck and strangled him to death. She later told police, “After I had killed Ishida I felt totally at ease, as though a heavy burden had been lifted from my shoulders, and I felt a sense of clarity.” After laying with Ishida’s body for a few hours, she next severed his genitalia with the kitchen knife, wrapped them in a magazine cover, and kept them until her arrest three days later. With the blood, she wrote, "二人っきり定吉蔵" (Sada, Kichi, just the two of us) on Ishida’s left thigh, and on a bed sheet. She then carved “ 定” (Sada) into his left arm. After putting on Ishida’s underwear, she left the inn at about 8 a.m., telling the staff not to disturb Ishida. When asked why she had severed Ishida’s genitalia, Abe replied, “Because I couldn’t take his head or body with me. I wanted to take the part of him that brought back to me the most vivid memories.”

After leaving the inn, Abe met Goro Omiya. She repeatedly apologized to him, but Omiya, unaware of the murder, assumed that she was apologizing for having taken another lover. Abe’s apologies were for the damage to his political career that she knew his association with her was bound to cause. On May 19, 1936, the newspapers picked up the story. Omiya’s career was ruined, and Abe’s life was under intense public scrutiny from that point onwards. Abe was arrested and interrogated over eight sessions. The interrogating officer was struck by Abe’s demeanor when asked why she had killed Ishida. “Immediately she became excited and her eyes sparkled in a strange way.” Her answer was: “I loved him so much, I wanted him all to myself. But since we were not husband and wife, as long as he lived he could be embraced by other women. I knew that if I killed him no other woman could ever touch him again, so I killed him…..” When the details of the crime were made public, rumors began to circulate that Ishida’s penis was of an extraordinary size. However, the police officer who interrogated Abe after her arrest denied this, saying, “Ishida’s was just average. [Abe] told me, ‘Size doesn’t make a man in bed. Technique and his desire to please me were what I liked about Ishida.’” After her arrest, Ishida’s penis and testicles were moved to Tokyo University Medical School’s pathology museum. The were put on public display not long after the end of World War II, but they have since disappeared. On December 21, 1936 Abe was convicted of murder in the second degree and mutilation of a corpse. Though the prosecution demanded ten years, and she was hoping for the death penalty, Abe was sentenced to six years in prison. She was released, exactly five years after the murder, on May 17, 1941.

This case was also made into a motion picture in 1976, called 愛のコリーダ (In the Realm of the Senses). I'm going to see if I can find a copy, watch it and then I'll blog about it at a later date.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

デイジーストリッパー announces a new album!

 With my life being a bit chaotic as of late, getting the email from Rei announcing the new single (which I already knew about) and the new album (which I was completely unaware of) made me smile.

DaizyStripper will release a new album, titled SIREN, on October 5th.

The album will feature ten tracks, including the single 月に銃声, which is set for release next week on September 7th. SIREN will be available in three different editions. The regular edition will be CD-only, while the Type A will come with a bonus DVD featuring one or more music videos and off-shot material. The Type B will come with a bonus CD featuring four live tracks from the band's KISS THE FUTURE LIVE.

Today's explosive, yet truly fucked up fact!

Seven people were killed when a World War II bomb exploded in western Burma , officials said Thursday. They were killed accidentally in the blast while trying to remove a bomb that appeared at the sea shore near their village. "They seemed to have no idea what it was," said a government official who asked not to be named.The accident took place Wednesday near the port town of Sittwe -- 314 miles (505km) northwest of the capital city of Rangoon. The victims were all men. We think the old bomb was left over from World War II. "We have no idea how many of them are left buried around the country," a second official said. Fatal accidents involving old bombs are rare in Burma, which saw fierce fighting during World War II, when it was occupied by Japan before returning to British rule until its independence in 1948.

My life just keeps getting better, and better...

Kidney failure is awesome... just saying...

Marwag iz wat bwings uws togewthar todway!


My best friend Sarah got married on September 1st. I really wish I had been able to be there... I still say that the picture would have been better had there been a zombie or two involved...

My Midget...

She had a doctors appointment this week, and she's lost 3lbs... I feel like I am in 2002 all over again... This can't be happening... not again...

The United States is awesome... ( ̄へ ̄)

After 10 years of war, it has been determined that every single day, over $12 million tax dollars are being wasted on private war racket contracts. In fact, U.S. Senator Claire McCaskill is quoted to say, "Contracting is completely out of control. It was the wild, wild West. There is virtually no competition. Money is being wasted to the tune of billions. There are pallets of money disappearing. The $12 million per day number is a whitewash lowball number. There are things being built that aren’t even functioning." A simple stat from The Congressional Commission on Wartime Contracting seems to back up her statements, having released this staggering stat:

"$3 of every $10 that U.S. taxpayers spent on wartime contracting over the last decade has gone up in smoke due to waste and fraud."

If you aren't as pissed as I am about this, well, you're simply not paying attention. Wake up!