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Monday, June 18, 2012

One Heart

Have you ever had that one fleeting moment in your life
Where you could see how everything is going to be
How you just know that this is exactly how your life will turn out
I had that moment, I saw a life, with you

I had a feeling that you weren't ready
Perhaps it wasn't the right time to tell you
Maybe I shouldn't have opened up
I should have kept it all to myself

I fumbled to find the perfect words that night
I found myself stumbling over regrettable sentences
I didn't take a moment to stop and think
About how things never work out as I plan

I continue to tell myself, that I don't really care
I shouldn't have allowed myself to get so close
I continue to tell myself, that I am wrong about you
I shouldn't have allowed myself to love you

You don't see the differences do you?
The way we talk a little less
The silence a creeping march
That walks between our conversations

I wish I hadn't met you
So my heart would never know
The air of sweet promises, confusion, and silly hopes
So that it would never know, this ache for you

I continue to tell myself, I'll be better off, when it's over
I continue to tell myself, the pain will fade
Right now, it's a lie
Maybe it will be true someday
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  1. The Great OkieJune 18, 2012 at 8:42 AM

    Walked around aimlessly, wandering
    My faint breath, just showing white in the air
    The meaninglessness of the seasons going by
    Brought on the tears, for no reason
    "I still love you..."

    The sadness that continues to fall
    Changes to pure white snow
    I kept looking to the sky
    If now my wish reaches you,
    Before my body vanishes
    Hold me tightly once more.

    We hurt each other so many times
    Unable to understand one another
    Even then you were always kind,
    Engraved in the ring you sprung upon me,
    Our promise remains unfulfilled
    "Even now, I remember... "

    My memories getting farther away from me,
    Always so bright, I wanted to stay with you longer.
    We can never see each other again but,
    You always were there for me,
    I pray you never change...

    I can't rid myself of the final tears you showed me

    Even if I disappear with this white snow
    I want to bloom in your heart forever

    Never forget the warmth,
    Of when we were nestled close, holding one another
    Even when you're loving someone else
    I'll never let go of your voice as I heard it the last time.
    I want to fall into a deep sleep.

    The sadness that continues to fall
    Changes to pure white snow
    I kept looking to the sky
    If now my wish reaches you,
    Before my body vanishes
    Hold me tight once more.

    'Hold me tight once more...'

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  2. Sarai's Crazy BlogJune 21, 2012 at 12:55 PM

    Oh darling, I'm sorry. *hugs*

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